Ugh! My kids are driving me bonkers today. Rylie some how got the bag of doritos off the counter( with sisters help I'm sure) and poored them on the floor. Then both of them proceeded to eat 75% of the bag. The bag was huge! I won't be suprised if they have tummy aches later on.
Decisions, decisions! Don't know whether to just let them destroy the house n hide under the covers or take them somewhere and burn some energy off. I'm realy not in the mood to do anything but I think we need to get out of the house before we all go insane! Welli more later their back to drive me crazy!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Shit! completely posted this on the wrong blog! My bad guys. Realy doesnt go in the recipe blog! HEHE Dont hate me!
Anyways, Its bin stressful around here lately to say the least. My car is acting up again. THe ac isnt blowing right so it needs to go back into the shop. It was overheating and BJ kinda fixed it but the wire came loose when we went into corpus this weekend. Poor rylie was wearing jeans and it was atleast 108 outside. Got it fixed up I guess. Also the key is sticking again. Then the water well decides to act up. THe air balloon busted? Um ok... I dont know... BJ fixed it again temporarily until we can afford to get a new tank. The problem is now our water is slightly colored and cloudy. We dont drink it anyway so its not going to kill us but I dont like giving my girls a bath in it. Yuck. It doesnt smell and u cant tell if ur taking a shower but when I fill the bath its slightly yellow/brown. IDK... Hopefully on payday we will get a new tank but we dont even know if that is why its colored or not. I swear. We have never lived this tight before I dont understand it. He is making good money it just keeps getting eaten up. Its the second payday in a row that we are down to a hundred bucks for 5 days. I dont think we are going to make it to mcd's this week because I dont want to have to pay a 35 dollar over draft charge just so the girls can play and I can have a little break. Oh well, we will live. Just feels like things keep getting worse and worse and I dont know when it will stop. I dont know if i can handle anything else. What happens if we go really broke. Can I handle having to stay home every single day and not having a car? IDK I do know that me and the girls will go slightly bonkers if that does happen.
On a plus side I just signed Jolie up for dance on saturday. Classes start september 8th but her first one will be September 10th. I chose thursdays because her friends where in that class and hopefully my mom will help out with rylie on occasion. I want to be able to watch her dance and see how she interacts with other kids. Its her first real organized activity. She just got back from a weekend at the beach with her nana. She is SOOOOO Tan now. She had soo much fun but as soon as I walked in the door she was ready to go. She missed her sister and me and BJ. She was really happy to be home. Her and her sister played all night long. SHes obssessed with 101 dalmations right now and they watched that over and over all day yesterday. She's such a beautiful sweet little girl. I cant wait to get her all decked out in her dance leotards! Yeah!
Finaly got Rylie's hearing screen scheduled but its not till September 30th. UGH! Seems like forever. I always second guess myself too. I know that she is not typical and there is a chance for something being wrong but it seems when I get ready to bring it up or get her to the doctors she starts acting more normal. LOL. It just seems all of a sudden she is more vocal and trying to talk. We think she was trying to say daddy the other day. But not sure. She still only says about 3 words. NO, AH OH, And the occasional MAMA. IDK what to do with the child. Could it realy be autism? There are a lot of signs but I have alot of people telling me there is no way she is autistic and maybe there right. Maybe I am just looking for an excuse to her being behind all the other kids her age. Maybe its just her taking her time. I want it to be that. I would sooo much rather her just be a little slower and will catch up in her own time but I dont want to wait it out and find out later. There is so much they can do at this age that will be harder as she gets older. If its her hearing then it will be easier to teach her sign language now then wait till she is 3 or older. If she is autistic they can put her in an early intervention program to help her adjust to other people and help her talk. Physicaly she is pretty much where she should be developmentaly. She's skinny which is a suprise coming from my family but there is nothing wrong with that. But Vocaly and the way she acts around other people just scares me. She seems to do pretty good when she is with me and not tired. But when she gets tired and people touch her or try to talk with her. She gets upset and ignores them or starts to throw a fit if they touch her. I worry that it could get worse. I dont know that much about autism, could it get worse if u dont catch it early? Who knows! I just want my little girl to be happy and healthy.
Ok, I guess I have gone on long enough. It was nice to get some things out. Kind of a stress reliever to type it out so it isnt circling around in my brain and making me depressed. Being feeling pretty down lately and actualy contimplated going to see a doctore. BUt one I hate doctores and Two we dont have the money for the copay. Im fine It just wouldnt hurt to have some happy pills when things get tough. Sometimes its so hard to just get off the couch cause I dont want anything else to go wrong. Seems like if i just stay in bed nothing can. But I Know thats not fair to my kids. I want to give them as many experiences as I can and let them make lots of friends and do activities. I have learned though that it takes alot of money and sometimes u just dont have it.
Night to anyone that might read this. Hope everyone has a great day tomorrow! Trisha
Anyways, Its bin stressful around here lately to say the least. My car is acting up again. THe ac isnt blowing right so it needs to go back into the shop. It was overheating and BJ kinda fixed it but the wire came loose when we went into corpus this weekend. Poor rylie was wearing jeans and it was atleast 108 outside. Got it fixed up I guess. Also the key is sticking again. Then the water well decides to act up. THe air balloon busted? Um ok... I dont know... BJ fixed it again temporarily until we can afford to get a new tank. The problem is now our water is slightly colored and cloudy. We dont drink it anyway so its not going to kill us but I dont like giving my girls a bath in it. Yuck. It doesnt smell and u cant tell if ur taking a shower but when I fill the bath its slightly yellow/brown. IDK... Hopefully on payday we will get a new tank but we dont even know if that is why its colored or not. I swear. We have never lived this tight before I dont understand it. He is making good money it just keeps getting eaten up. Its the second payday in a row that we are down to a hundred bucks for 5 days. I dont think we are going to make it to mcd's this week because I dont want to have to pay a 35 dollar over draft charge just so the girls can play and I can have a little break. Oh well, we will live. Just feels like things keep getting worse and worse and I dont know when it will stop. I dont know if i can handle anything else. What happens if we go really broke. Can I handle having to stay home every single day and not having a car? IDK I do know that me and the girls will go slightly bonkers if that does happen.
On a plus side I just signed Jolie up for dance on saturday. Classes start september 8th but her first one will be September 10th. I chose thursdays because her friends where in that class and hopefully my mom will help out with rylie on occasion. I want to be able to watch her dance and see how she interacts with other kids. Its her first real organized activity. She just got back from a weekend at the beach with her nana. She is SOOOOO Tan now. She had soo much fun but as soon as I walked in the door she was ready to go. She missed her sister and me and BJ. She was really happy to be home. Her and her sister played all night long. SHes obssessed with 101 dalmations right now and they watched that over and over all day yesterday. She's such a beautiful sweet little girl. I cant wait to get her all decked out in her dance leotards! Yeah!
Finaly got Rylie's hearing screen scheduled but its not till September 30th. UGH! Seems like forever. I always second guess myself too. I know that she is not typical and there is a chance for something being wrong but it seems when I get ready to bring it up or get her to the doctors she starts acting more normal. LOL. It just seems all of a sudden she is more vocal and trying to talk. We think she was trying to say daddy the other day. But not sure. She still only says about 3 words. NO, AH OH, And the occasional MAMA. IDK what to do with the child. Could it realy be autism? There are a lot of signs but I have alot of people telling me there is no way she is autistic and maybe there right. Maybe I am just looking for an excuse to her being behind all the other kids her age. Maybe its just her taking her time. I want it to be that. I would sooo much rather her just be a little slower and will catch up in her own time but I dont want to wait it out and find out later. There is so much they can do at this age that will be harder as she gets older. If its her hearing then it will be easier to teach her sign language now then wait till she is 3 or older. If she is autistic they can put her in an early intervention program to help her adjust to other people and help her talk. Physicaly she is pretty much where she should be developmentaly. She's skinny which is a suprise coming from my family but there is nothing wrong with that. But Vocaly and the way she acts around other people just scares me. She seems to do pretty good when she is with me and not tired. But when she gets tired and people touch her or try to talk with her. She gets upset and ignores them or starts to throw a fit if they touch her. I worry that it could get worse. I dont know that much about autism, could it get worse if u dont catch it early? Who knows! I just want my little girl to be happy and healthy.
Ok, I guess I have gone on long enough. It was nice to get some things out. Kind of a stress reliever to type it out so it isnt circling around in my brain and making me depressed. Being feeling pretty down lately and actualy contimplated going to see a doctore. BUt one I hate doctores and Two we dont have the money for the copay. Im fine It just wouldnt hurt to have some happy pills when things get tough. Sometimes its so hard to just get off the couch cause I dont want anything else to go wrong. Seems like if i just stay in bed nothing can. But I Know thats not fair to my kids. I want to give them as many experiences as I can and let them make lots of friends and do activities. I have learned though that it takes alot of money and sometimes u just dont have it.
Night to anyone that might read this. Hope everyone has a great day tomorrow! Trisha
Monday, August 10, 2009
Today was an altogether good day. Started the day a little late at around 10am. Called and got an app for jolies insurance. Got to be there on Wednesday at 9:30 am. Since I'm not usualy up until 10 and it's a thirty min drive and it takes at least an hour getting everyone ready I have to get up at 8. So not looking forward to that. After setting that up me and ry got dressed and went and picked up her sister from her cousins. There was a little fighting and bickering but she was a good girl for the most part. Brought the girls home and my niece. They were good for the first hour and then they got into some craft paint and got it all over the carpet. Gave them a bath and then halia started to get tired and started to cry for her mom. So I called and they came and got her. BJ came home and decided he wanted to go to sonic with us. Which is a big deal because he's realy anti social but we had a good time. He spent alot of individual time with Rylie which was realy awesome of him. Then I convinced him to play vollyball with everyone and he agreed. U can tell he really enjoyed the workout. Now we are headed home to shower and get some sleep. Tomorrow should be pretty uninventful just cleaning and staying at home. Night to anyone who might read this. Trisha
Sunday, August 9, 2009
New to this but gonna give it a try!
New to this blogging thing but gonna give it a try seeing as I can never make my mind shut up and gotta get it out some how!
A little about me. My Name is Patricia Brown Myers. Kept the Brown cause my parents threw a fit. LOL. I go by Trisha. I am 25, bin married for four years to Billy Joe Myers (BJ) and Have two beautiful girls. Jolie May Myers is 3 years old. Rylie Fay Myers is 18 months. I love them sooo much and cant immagine what my life would be like with out my two little accidents. :)
Life is tough right now financialy but I think everyone is going thru that. Im trying to cut corners and make things work but sometimes its sooo hard. Last payday was the hardest its bin in a really long time. I got down to 3 diapers and no milk or juice the day before payday. Thank goodness this payday seems to be alot better.
Im signing Jolie up for ballet this week. I have gotten crap that she doesnt have the dancers body blah blah... Hello she's three ... her body is constantly changing... She is a little overweight and we work on that all the time. I think the excersise with the dance and the fun that she will have with the other little girls will do a world of good for her. She is sooooo excited. We went and got her tap shoes yesterday. She tryed them on and started to do a tap dance in the middle of payless. LOL. Jolie is NOT a shy person ninety percent of the time. I had to order her ballet shoes online because her feet were just too wide for the ones at payless but its kool. I got them for 16.95 with shipping and tax. We also bought her some new tennies today because it seems all of her other ones are too tight. She didnt have to have them but she cant wear sandles and crocs all the time so I decided to go ahead and get them. All together 60 bucks for 3 pairs of shoes an't to shabby!
Gotta call the doc tomorrow about Rylies hearing test. I know I know I was supposed to call them a few weeks ago. The thing is, we think Rylie can hear at least some maybe all. Maybe she is just really good at ignoring us or maybe she has partial hearing. Im not sure but it annoys the hell out of me. She's almost 19 months and only says 4 words. Her main word is "Ah Oh" if u can call that a word. Also she will say something a few times and then never say it again. She used to be able to say dada when she was about a year old and now she hasn't said it in around 5 months. A friend mentioned that she has a few characteristics of Autism! I was like there is no way. Rylie is tempermental and doesnt care for people too much but is an altogether good kid. ( for the last few months anyway, she was kind of a terror as a baby) So anyways, I figured they were full of it but then I started feeling like maybe I should research it a little bit just to be sure. Well apparently rylie has 14 out of 25 characteristics for early signs of autism. The main one's being
She seems to hear sometimes and not others
Poor verbal skills
Preffers to play by herself
There are more but I can't remember them right now. I printed it out. Im gonna get her hearing tested and if that comes back OK then Im going to bring that check list up at her next well baby check up. Its kinda scary. BJ said I was retarded for even thinking it but then he read the list and wont talk about it at all until I get her hearing tested. UGH! Also I am the huggest worry wart soooo things like this tend to bother me alot so Im sure to mentun it again.
Well I guess Im off to bed. Since I have this as a mobile blog it will be fun to blog from my phone and not have to worry about my stupid internet not working. Hope someone reads this but its more for my piece of mind anyway. Night! Trisha
A little about me. My Name is Patricia Brown Myers. Kept the Brown cause my parents threw a fit. LOL. I go by Trisha. I am 25, bin married for four years to Billy Joe Myers (BJ) and Have two beautiful girls. Jolie May Myers is 3 years old. Rylie Fay Myers is 18 months. I love them sooo much and cant immagine what my life would be like with out my two little accidents. :)
Life is tough right now financialy but I think everyone is going thru that. Im trying to cut corners and make things work but sometimes its sooo hard. Last payday was the hardest its bin in a really long time. I got down to 3 diapers and no milk or juice the day before payday. Thank goodness this payday seems to be alot better.
Im signing Jolie up for ballet this week. I have gotten crap that she doesnt have the dancers body blah blah... Hello she's three ... her body is constantly changing... She is a little overweight and we work on that all the time. I think the excersise with the dance and the fun that she will have with the other little girls will do a world of good for her. She is sooooo excited. We went and got her tap shoes yesterday. She tryed them on and started to do a tap dance in the middle of payless. LOL. Jolie is NOT a shy person ninety percent of the time. I had to order her ballet shoes online because her feet were just too wide for the ones at payless but its kool. I got them for 16.95 with shipping and tax. We also bought her some new tennies today because it seems all of her other ones are too tight. She didnt have to have them but she cant wear sandles and crocs all the time so I decided to go ahead and get them. All together 60 bucks for 3 pairs of shoes an't to shabby!
Gotta call the doc tomorrow about Rylies hearing test. I know I know I was supposed to call them a few weeks ago. The thing is, we think Rylie can hear at least some maybe all. Maybe she is just really good at ignoring us or maybe she has partial hearing. Im not sure but it annoys the hell out of me. She's almost 19 months and only says 4 words. Her main word is "Ah Oh" if u can call that a word. Also she will say something a few times and then never say it again. She used to be able to say dada when she was about a year old and now she hasn't said it in around 5 months. A friend mentioned that she has a few characteristics of Autism! I was like there is no way. Rylie is tempermental and doesnt care for people too much but is an altogether good kid. ( for the last few months anyway, she was kind of a terror as a baby) So anyways, I figured they were full of it but then I started feeling like maybe I should research it a little bit just to be sure. Well apparently rylie has 14 out of 25 characteristics for early signs of autism. The main one's being
She seems to hear sometimes and not others
Poor verbal skills
Preffers to play by herself
There are more but I can't remember them right now. I printed it out. Im gonna get her hearing tested and if that comes back OK then Im going to bring that check list up at her next well baby check up. Its kinda scary. BJ said I was retarded for even thinking it but then he read the list and wont talk about it at all until I get her hearing tested. UGH! Also I am the huggest worry wart soooo things like this tend to bother me alot so Im sure to mentun it again.
Well I guess Im off to bed. Since I have this as a mobile blog it will be fun to blog from my phone and not have to worry about my stupid internet not working. Hope someone reads this but its more for my piece of mind anyway. Night! Trisha
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